Well after a wonderful trip visiting Emily and Josh I am finally back at school. I have to admit it was quite depressing to be back....
I worked my first 12 hour shift yesterday.
I feel like a nurse! Ha..well actually I just feel pretty cool in that I started my first IV yesterday. Yep, my preceptor nurse asked if I wanted to try it so I thought I'd better not pass this opportunity. I felt a little bad for the patient, the poor person had enough trauma and pain, I just hoped I didn't have to dig around to find the vein. Most patients in the MICU are pretty sedated, and I wouldn't feel too bad if I had to try a couple times on those patients because they really couldn't feel it when they are out. But this person was fully awake, looking at me with fear in their eyes. I guess one good thing is that they didn't know that I'd never stuck anyone before ever! I certainly didn't trust myself, but I'm glad my preceptor did. To my surprise and delight, I found it right away, there was no digging involved at all! Yep, I saw the return of blood on that needle my first try! I have to say as weird as it sounds, I can't wait to try again. It's a bit if a rush when it works out, ok now you really can think I'm strange. Oh well, someone's gotta start your IV someday, might as well be me.
I did question if I wanted to be a nurse that night. After doing a couple things that I will spare you of details. I decided that the MICU is a nice place to try out and learn a lot, but I don't think it's for me. I'd like to work with patients who are able to resond in some way, but most the people I work with now unresponsive due to being drugged up on meds.
Anyway, off to bed & back to school. :(